Doubling her dose of Lasix didn’t seem to make much difference for more than a few hours in the middle of today.
I haven’t seen her worse than she is right now.
It is one thing to watch her sweat and work hard and wear out trying to eat.
It’s another thing entirely to watch her sweat and work hard just trying to breathe. Her whole chest is heaving in an uneven pattern, in and out, up and down. What if she wears out?
How can I lay this child down and go to sleep?
Tonight my heart is crying again and again, “O God, she belongs to You.”